@babyfooji

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Took these for you 💗 I wanted to thank everyone for the really kind comments and messages. You have been so supportive and I'm very grateful. To keep you updated: I still have covid. I've had it for about 3 days now and I feel like it's only gotten worse. I'll be testing again in 7 days to see if I'm still contagious so I won't be working until at least then. I've finally been slowly catching up in my classes, my professor let us retake a test we all did poorly on and I did much better the second time. I also took my chameleon to the vet for an emergency visit. Moving really seemed to have taken a toll on him and I noticed he seemed a little less active and weaker. Chameleons and reptiles in general don't show weakness. Showing sickness symptoms in the wild will make them a target for prey so they will not show any signs of weakness until it's either really bad or too late. I had some suspicion it could be something called gout which is a very common killer in chameleons but almost always result in death rapidly. So I took him in and had some tests done and while his blo od tests all came back positive, an x ray was done and he had pretty swollen kidneys. The doctor said this could either be from an infection that caused severe inflammation or it would be kidney cancer or a kindey tomour. An infection is more curable and fixable while cancer would not be and it'd be likely nothing would help him ): I get to pick him up tomorrow but won't know the test results for another 5-7 days. I don't know how many of you know but I don't have a family. I don't have any close friends either and so I use all of my animals as fillers for that gap. I'm very attached to my chameleon and parrot especially, they've been some of the only constant things in my life and I love them dearly. So this is why it's affecting me so much :/ that's the update so far,,,, I miss working and being stuck in bed is so boring. I'm getting tired of soup 😭

02/27/2021

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I hope I don’t disappoint anyone by taking this break... I really love and appreciate you guys so much and I love creating content and showing you my fun side but I’m very behind in school, can’t seem to get anything done and now I’m sick and just not doing so well. My biggest fear right now is that I’ll disappoint you because I know so many of you look forward to my content but today I tried working and just broke down into tears. I don’t like the way I look or the way my filming area looks, I don’t feel great, I can’t smile because my braces get caught on my cheeks since they’re so cut up right now and I just don’t have the energy to produce my regular content and videos. I’m going to try my best to keep answering dms but I really want to use this time to catch up in school so please don’t be angry or upset with me. I’m trying my hardest right now but with everything going on I just feel like shit. I’m going to try and get everything I need done but the pressure of working and pleasing others while I can’t even please myself right now is too much and I’ve simply broken down. I will come back with the amazing content I promised and you guys won’t regret sticking around. I’ve been working on setting up my twitch stream so I can interact with everyone more and I want to get my Etsy shop up and running with prints and panties and more stickers but I need more time and time to just unpack before I can start on something new. I’ll be back soon 🖤

02/23/2021