This is very intimate for me to share, Saying goodbye to one’s that you have opened up to in ways you forgot you could, hurts. But with one goodbye comes a dozen more hellos in the future, right? My heart weighs ever so heavily as I realize the ones I may be trusting and loving the most could switch and change at the end of the day. I did a ritual tonight while speaking out towards my spirit guides in hopes of getting guidance where Is needed. I burned several pieces of paper releasing trauma, pain, and toxicity as I asked to know who was the ones pure of soul and heart in my life now. I also asked to bless the ones with light and love who have good intentions to be next to my vessel without ulterior motives behind them. “To have one be so eager and fascinated to know the deepest parts of my mind, body & soul… not only the light, but the dark sides as well. that is something I long for.”