I am probably so annoying with always talking about my special interests haha. I am just feeling very comforted wearing my cosplay. Even if I’m not in full Ellie, it makes me feel comfy and safe. TLOU took me out of dark times when I needed an escape growing up. I entered the fandom when I was 14 and never knew just how much of an impact a game would have on my life. It was my escape from the real world when I’d come home from being heavily bullied. I’d just hop onto my ps4 and play it over and over. I have old videos of me and an old friend on my bedroom floor eating snacks and playing it Heh. I had such a crush on Ellie from 14-16 years of age. Then it was more of a “aw, wee baby” 😂 I fell in love with her all over again in 2020 when the second game was released. She was 19, I was 20. She became a MAJOR crush of mine. Also.. not to mention my heart was shattered when Joel passed bc he was such a father figure JCJDJFNFN. I didn’t have one of those HAHA. Anyways. Sorry for rambling I’ll shut up. Also IGnore my roooom. I’m decorating / waiting on my dresser company to send me the proper pieces they left out so I can finish building it. (that weird thing on the left)