**🖊️ my fantasy diary 🌙** I was thinking about this today.. but do you ever get *super* close to someone that you have a crush on and it makes you feel like you have a small electric pulse running through your body that just makes you feel all kinda horny? Like when u are at college and the girl you likes leans over you to get a pencil, or grab something and **zzzz** ⚡️ your while body just feels mMm. I had this a few weeks ago and I’ve been thinking about it a lot ;> If you’re been keeping up on my diaries, I think you’ll *know* that I have a thing 😏 for connections with people i kinda don’t know.. like the mysterious hot stranger that i haven’t met who’ll give me -*everything*- i’ve ever been wanttinggg 🥵 So.. this got me *thinking*, heh 😏 and I was wondering how niceee it’d feel to do that to someone else, to give them that feeling.. that excitement. **so, today** i wanted to try and write you a sext message that would get you to feel something like that.. because I want to get off to you feeling like that ;> and i want *you* to enjoy being horny with me.. ❤️ (i’m trying to think of the most relatable place.. so i’m going to go with college ^_-) Wouldn’t it have been so hot if we shared a class together? Maybe I could be a new student that’s just moved to your town ;> The teacher introduces me and my seat was placed just in front of yours?… lucky 😊 As i scan my eyes shyly around the room, turning all the way back to yours behind me.. i catch your gaze for just slightly too long.. quickly and nervously looking away, I blush slightly. You can see my legs slightly rub together underneath my denim skirt out of nervousness of being in a new environment.. before going into my bag and picking out a ruffled, second hand copy of the english literature textbook we’re studying. The class continues but.. I’m quiet and make sure never to turn around to accidentally catch your look again, only occasionally looking to my side so I can see what you’re doing in my peripheral vision.. owh.. you’re just my type. But I’m too nervous to turn around and look at you again. My heart is beating heavily knowing you’re looking at me as you stare forward toward the lecture.. i can’t help but fiddle with my hair as I think about you. I don’t know anything about you.. who you are.. your name, nothing. But when I caught your eye I couldn’t help my heart race and that’s all there was to it. It didn’t take anymore to start to landslide that was *thinking about you*.. By the end of the class I’m chewing the end of my pen just to slow my mind down from getting carried away imagining all your details… “Belle?” The lecturer asks? His voice, the first solid word i’d heard since catching your eye. I dropped my pen out of shock. “Yes?” I reply.. “you are paying attention aren’t you?” “Yes.. sorry..” the bell rings. Finally. As I quickly and frantically pack my bag and scurry towards the door, you look over and just as I walk through it.. I turn my head one last time to see if you’re still looking at me, but you’re busy packing up your bag.. My next two lectures fly past as I’m stuck wondering if you felt something too, finally, lunch. I walk towards the cafeteria.. there are hundreds of people I’ve never met, never seen before, all sitting around on tables, talking and laughing with friends. It feels so strange to not know anyone from this college.. I queue up at the line, eyeing up the freshly made hot meals being served. Mm. it looks and smells good, I totally forgot I didn’t eat any breakfast today. I was starving. I open my phone and see that I’ve got 5 missed calls from my friend, and 7 texts messages all “are you okay? i want to know what your new college is like, hello?” Followed by repeated messages of “hello?” I giggle and turn away from the queue as I start to text her back letting me know that everything is fine, but I barely type the first word when i notice that the hoodie of the guy right in-front of me is yours.. my typing freezes as I slowly look up. You’re standing so close that I’m almost brushing against you. I go bright red as I glance straight at your lips, eyes, and features.. filling in the gaps and painting the picture of what I briefly saw earlier. You’re so hot. I feel myself getting embarrassed realising I’m going red as I nervously re-adjustment my backpack strap. As I move my arm across you see my breasts push together under my tank-top as my eyes stare up at you, like an embarrassed lost kitten. “Hey” you say, without hesitation in your voice “are you the new girl from my english class?” “I’m Belle” it’s about all I can squeeze out as my throat tightens up.. i bite my lip and tug my bag again as a way to almost force myself to speak but, before I make an idiot of myself you take over the conversation so nicely.. we get carried away in conversation, and I’m giggling way too much. I feel my embarrassed red cheeks starting to fade, finally feeling comfortable as you ask if I wanted to sit with you for lunch. I nod. There’s a quiet table in the corner, you walk up and place your food down as I sit opposite to you. I’m opening up to you and oversharing as we talk about everything, where I’m from, what it feels like to be at a new college, my friends, my hobbies. I can’t help but feel this insanely strong pull towards you.. and I can’t help but stare at your lips when you’re talking. It’s so nice to just fall into almost a trance while listening to you speak about what you do, your friends, your passions. It felt like the longest, and shortest lunch break in the world. Shit. I’m late to my next class. I think we’ve both noticed by this point that we’re pretty much the last ones in here.. “do you wanna.. ditch your next lecture?” I don’t know why I said that or what I’m even offering to do because that sounds like it was straight out of a movie romance that I’ve watched. You laugh. Oh god. I’m going to die. Why did I say that. “Okay, what did you have in mind?” You respond. Okay phew. But now I have to figure out something to do?! “Do you want to go for a walk around campus? I don’t really know anywhere yet and talking to you has kinda been the best part of my day..” okay? That sounded kinda reasonable right? We grabbed our stuff and headed out the back door towards what appeared to be the sports fields, trailing behind your big black hoodie and jansport bag in my tiny little crop top and jean skirt. The air was cool outside and i instantly felt a little chill. Ugh. I left my coat in the car this morning.. i trailed behind you for a few minutes as you lead me out onto the field where a few groups of people were playing football ahead.. You turned back to make sure I was still following you.. but then ask almost immediately if I was cold. Huh? I don’t remember mentioning that.. “do you wanna borrow my hoodie?” You said reassuring. I looked down as you started to take it off and realise that my nipples were super hard, poking against my soft white tank top. I started to turn red again, i snatched your hoodie almost as quickly as it were off your shoulders. Fuck fuck fuck. I’m so embarrassed.. but mmmm. It’s so warm. It felt so nice to be tucked in a big hoodie, and the smell, your smell.. was like another whole blanket of warmth. “Fuck you smell so good” - did I just say that out loud? You laugh as I bury my head into the neck of the large hoodie. “I couldn’t help it, I’m so stupid” as I nestle my face into your hoodie to hide looking at you, I feel your hand touch my head.. “don’t worry about it” is all i hear fuzzily through the fabric of the hoodie. I reach my hand out to touch your hand that’s on my head, my delicate fingers moving slowly over your knuckles…I feel a jolt of warmth and excitement run through my entire body. I squeeze your hand and you release it, pushing my head back up out of the hoodie. You’re smiling at me, and I’m smiling back, we walk forward to continue, and as I take my first step.. i realise that my panties are wet. Soaking wet. Soaking wet?! From you just putting your hand on me head?! The thought of it made me frustrated and annoyed that I couldn’t even control myself a little bit.. and I shoved you forwards in a teasing manner. “Oh you wanna fight?” You respond, jokingly. “Hmph” I reply, all flustered. “I’m cold.. take me back, you can show me around inside the campus.. pleaaaase” I smile, but really.. my legs are cold and my panties are wet and its kinda freezing out here. “Alright then, the old gym has been abandoned. Do you wanna see that?” I push you again, this time back in the direction of the college. “Sure but I’m keeping your hoody..” i say with a grin. I’m walking next to you on the way back, shoving you occasionally because I guess it felt like a weird way of being close to you and touching you.. and you shoved me back too.. softly. We arrived back at the door to the cafeteria, but this time.. inside we took a right.. down the corridor past two classrooms, and at the end was a wooden door with newspaper covered windows from the other side. “You wanna check it out?” I shoved you a little, giggling and nodding. I felt so excited, I hadn’t felt this excited for so long.. You opened the door slowly, checking behind you.. “ohhhh, spooky” you said as behind the door opened up into a large, dark gym hall.. “you wanna go inside?” I touched your hand softly, and you grabbed it.. pulling me in. “Its dark” I whispered as the door clicked close behind us. “Yeah.. but it’s cool right? It used to be our gym but, they’re renovating it at the moment” We sat on the bleachers looking down at the big empty, half dark gym hall chatting and talking quietly, and every time you’d talk i’d push myself closer and closer toward you.. to the point where our legs were touching. Staring at your lips every chance I’d get. For a small moment in this dark place it felt like time had stopped, and it was just us, nothing else existed. I was feeling all warm and fuzzy again.. maybe too warm. There must be some radiators behind us as I felt quite hot.. but like a warm, dazed, cozy feeling.. I slowly took the hoodie off and placed it in your lap. Nestling my head on there and staring straight up at you. My warm, soft breasts pushed up against your leg.. “I want to be close to you, i don’t know why but there is something about you..” i say slowly, softly and quietly. You put your hand on my head, and it makes me feel like you like you’re feeling the same thing. “Belle?” I sit up slowly “yeah?” I respond.. “i feel the same way..” but before you take your next breath to speak i’ve already moved my lips up to your mouth, not quite kissing.. but just gentle touching your lips with mine. My heart is racing so fast that I think you’d probably be able to hear it, just like you can hear my soft breath on your lips as they’re gentle touching.. before you push forward a little.. kissing me, and kissing me.. and kissing me.. and as you continue.. i push you back and lift my skirt slightly up to sit on you, straddling you as all you can feel is my soft, pink lips on yours, an occasional muttering of a soft moan. I can feel an object underneath my skirt harden as I giggle softly.. putting my hand on your lips and leaning back.. looking into your eyes. “Do you like me or something?” I say, teasingly. I lean my head into your neck, as my hands slowly find their way under your teeshirt, my chest pushing into yours. You can feel my warm breath on your neck as I slowly, delicately trace my hands down your stomach.. to your underwear line. I push my lips into your neck as i slowly push further.. my fingertips touching the very tip of your twitching cock. Holy fuck I can’t believe I’m doing this, but I can barely hold that thought for a millisecond before my mind is entirely fixated on your cock, your lips, your body. You. As your breathing starts to increase, I slowly but firmly grasp my hand around your cock and give it one firm squeeze before I pull my hands out and start to take off my top.. “will we be found in here?” I whisper as you’re scurrying to undo your button and zipper.. “no one ever comes here.. besides.. you can lock the door from the inside..” and just as you finished that sentence my tiny white tank top pushes up past my breasts as they fall, softly bouncing before settling.. I grab the back of your head, too turned on to stop and guide your mouth over my hard nipples, i start to grind on you as your tongue and lips caress my hard little pink nipples. As I’m moving my hips back and forth I can feel your hard cock push between the soft ridge of my pussy underneath my white panties.. i’m soaked, I moan softly as i push back and forth, slowly. “Take your pants off” i whisper in your ear. You lean back.. pulling your trousers down onto the bench as I quickly do the same.. standing up over you, unbuttoning my denim skirt like it’s a competition for the worlds fastest undressing.. I pull my skirt down to my ankles as I’m stood there in my white trainers.. completely naked with just the outline of my small white panties around my waist.. “You pull them down..” i say.. as I turn my focus to your stiff hard cock. You can barely wait, your hands quickly jerk my pants down to my ankles, your nose picking up the soft, sweet scent of my wet pussy. I push your head back as I slide onto your lap the my arms around your shoulders, you can feel my warm thighs on your legs as my pussy is spread open sat there between your legs.. your hard cock pushed into my stomach. I kiss you as I slowly raise my ass off your legs.. and slide my dripping wet pussy onto your cock.. just the tip. Raised in the air as I slowly sway back and forth.. letting it run over my soaked pussy lips. I pull my mouth ever so slightly away from yours as I tell you.. “i really like you” as I slide my tight wet hole slowly downward, your cock slowly getting deeper and deeper into my gripping, wet cocksleeve. I let out half a soft moan, half a soft scream as i sit down fully, feeling your warm legs under my thighs again as you push to the back of my pussy. I lift one leg up slightly and raise, spinning around and sliding back onto your cock so you get a perfect view of my ass as I’m bouncing on you in reverse. You can hear my wet thighs slapping onto your as I arch my back and bounce like a bunny that’s finally been let out of her cage. Grasping my slim waist with your hands and pulling me down with force you make me almost scream with pleasure.. It feels like ecstasy as you feel my tight pussy grips and squeezes tight as my whole body shaking uncontrollable I sit up right, back arched moaning like no-one could ever possibly hear us. As I slowly stop shaking, I stand.. turning around and getting onto my knees. Pushing your legs apart as you’re sat in-front of me, pushing my tiny little mouth over your creamy cock. I grab your hand to put it on my head.. just like you did earlier, as I stretch my throat and gag until your cock is at the bottom of my throat.. just in for you to blow your huge load into my stomach. I’m so fucking horny writing this in real life you have no idea.. i hope you enjoyed it and if you want a part two!! I’d love to give you one :’) just let me know!! ❤️ time for me to go and masturbate to this, again and again 🥵