Dear ~wholesome~ diary, It’s always so nice when I take pictures, or videos in a location that i ~really~ like. It makes it feel so much more special. It’s why I **love** doing nature shoots so much, especially in the summer where I get to take my clothes off ;> the warm sun on me and the feeling of the cool breeze.. ☀️ 🌲 atleast today I managed to get a lil’ bit of that * ^_- even if I did nearrrly fall out of my window a few times. That would have been *super* stupid… could u imagine seeing a passed out naked girl just lying on the path when you’re out walking lol 😇 Well! I’m writing this because luuuckily ;> i did not fall. I did see someone walking at one point and did have to dive onto my pillows as not to be seen 😮‍💨 how would I ever explain what I’m doing idk.. like.. shooting *nudes* is one thing, but why would I be putting using a dildo on myself outside a window? ;o Well.. because I thought it was hooott and the thrill of doing something dangerous and naughty all while potentially being caught is suchhh a thrill… Hehe idk it kinda gives me the same feeling of adrenaline as being on a roller coaster ;3 i guess being risky sometimes is fun.. I got that feeling from today where I felt really excited and giddy.. it reminds me of all the fun things I want to do this summer :’) (don’t worry *i’ll be taking you with me*) ❤️ It sounds funny because I can’t ride a bike THAT great (a tad all over the place) but I really wanna drive a moped (or scooter is it called?) lol.. i’m going to make sure I take a video when I first use it so I don’t miss out on the stuuuupid mess I make when I drive into a fence or something 💥🏠🛵 I also want to do like.. hippie camping ⛺️ 🔥 🌲 ⭐️ i want to take a really cute tent with me and share my little adventure with you as a big story with horny adventurous bits ^-^ i can bring my trusty hiking boots, my sleeping bag and a tent that i will call home for the next few days. Itll be nice to disconnect from the world and feel like it’s just me and u in that tent together… hopefully nothing too scary happens while im by myself :s I think it’d be so fun showing u how hard I’ve worked putting up the tent and far I’ve walked on my hike, i can reward you for coming on that adventure by letting you watch me.. idk? Take some more videos like the porn in the woods ;3? Would you like that? Anyway I think I’m trying to say I wanna be more fun and stupid, and adventurous.. and today kinda reminded me to keep doing that stuff, and I just wanted to share that with you 💕 Hopeeeee u don’t mind the long read :’) if not.. i’ll add a… 🎉TL:DR: I nearly fell out of my window and it reminded me that being adventurous and silly is fun and I wanted to do more of that this summer, and take u with meee 😚